Beiträge von Complex

Justice.
Because of unspeakable loneliness
It’s merely self-satisfaction.
I am like a cowardly dog constantly barking.
In order to protect my little pride, I only looked at my own justice.
I just assumed everyone around me is evil–
and even to this day, I still continue to bark.
Disease.
As if you were controlled by something
Led by the emotions in you
I understand my condition and I’m irritated by it,
but even then I still depend on it.
That only makes it spread
and would eventually grab hold of my consciousness.
Dependency.
I can no longer live without it
Even if I understand my condition I go against it.
I just want other people to accept my existence,
to realize my existence.
I envy those who have the means to do this.
I don’t hate them.
I just want them to understand me.
What am I singing for?
Paradichlorobenzene
I just sing without understanding the meaning
Paradichlorobenzene
And so I ran off to find the answer
Paradichlorobenzene
Even if I already knew that nothing is there for me
Come!
Let us sing and let us dance
Paradichlorobenzene
Come, let us yell and let us shout
Paradichlorobenzene
The dog, the cat, the cow, the pig and everyone
Paradichlorobenzene
Come, let us go insane and let us sleep ‘til we rot away
Come!
What am I fighting against?
I just take a person I don’t know, call him evil,
and fight against him.
Jealousy
Rules, Laws, Regulations
Rules are the thing I hate
Because I don’t like being binded
So I ran away
I forget about my consequences
I hate being ordered around
I just wanted to be a little evil
Evil = Justice
I sneak out my house at midnight
and run through the city
What am I living for?
I talked to the stray cat
The stray cat doesn’t answer my question
It just looks down at me with its eyes
Surrounded by enemies
I swallow coffee even though I can’t drink it
I looked up at the cloudy skies
What can I do right now?
Without even realizing it’s the same thing
I don’t even know that
And so I scream out my song
Paradichlorobenzene
I scream without understanding what I’m screaming
Paradichlorobenzene
Are you satisfied with this?
Paradichlorobenzene
If you break the rules, will something change?
Yes, I don’t care who, I just want to spill it all out
Paradichlorobenzene
I pretend to be justice that beats down “evil”
Paradichlorobenzene
I use justice as a shield and relieve some stress
Paradichlorobenzene
The people around me don’t realize my stupid act
Is there any meaning to this song?
There is no meaning to this song.
Is there any sin to this song?
There is no sin to this song.
Is there any meaning to **** [Benzene]?
There is no meaning to **** [Benzene].
Is there any sin to ***** [Benzene]?
The meaning of this song is…
**** [Benzene].
I won’t accept this.
Everyone else who succeeded, besides me, is evil.
I won’t accept this. I won’t accept this. I won’t accept this.
I won’t accept this. I won’t accept this. I won’t accept this.
I won’t accept this. I won’t accept this. I won’t accept this.
I won’t accept this.
And then I realize that everything I’m doing is hypocrisy
What is life even worth?
The stray cat died by drowning.
Insignificance. Despair. Hate. Indiscriminate. Delusion.
I throw away my empty coffee
and looked at the sky covered in darkness
What am I doing right now?
I don’t even know that.
I don’t know anything anymore.
And so you laugh at me
Paradichlorobenzene
And so I push you away
Paradichlorobenzene
I’m right and you’re wrong,
Paradichlorobenzene
Enveloped by nothingness, I disappear
Until there’s nothing left
Let us sing and let us dance
Paradichlorobenzene
Come, let us laugh and fill ourselves with jealousy
Paradichlorobenzene
Myself, yourself, and everything else
Paradichlorobenzene
Come, let us go insane and let us sleep 'til we rot away
Come!
I’m jealous.
I’m jealous. I’m jealous. I’m jealous.
I’m jealous. I’m jealous. I’m jealous.
I’m jealous. I’m jealous. I’m jealous.
Everything is done for my self-satisfaction
That’s why even today…